burn

I didn’t know then that your heart would break mine, and that i’d be running for something, i couldn’t find. I didn’t know then how nice your face shone in the light, or in my life, all the things youd define. I didn’t understand how keen you were to grow, like weeds in a garden, you … More burn

stay.

your pupils like dimes. dark and cold. your heart like mine. weak and old. your skin it shines. porcelain gray. and when its time to go, you never stay.

veins.

i remember in our hotel room, black lights, under dark skies, and see you soons. phone calls, i never realized. but you dont come back, when you dont need love, yeah you dont come back, cause im not enough. i say who needs you? who needs you? but too soon again, i say i do, … More veins.

dear king,

dear king, i bet it feels good to be high on the throne, loving these girls, who write you like their own. trying to save you, trying to savor you. trying to devour you. holy and sculpted, divine ribs, insulted, by little girls who think, they can make way to your heart.

how does it feel to lose someone you don’t really know? it feels like someone tore my arm out of its socket and used it to rip out my heart.

8/9

here goes. i care too much i love this too much believe me. this wouldnt be around if it wasnt exactly what i wanted but i fear too much, believe me. i am not the fountain of strength i once was i destroy my face and i destroy my blessings, because i dont need your … More 8/9

you made wholes in my heart that will only heal if your eyes shut

heart

The girls are electric, and they take their drinks. They cry over boys as they leap off their brinks. They say their home doesn’t belong to them. They say the boys took it out of their chests.