summmmer

we drove out late at night to watch the stars rise sitting on the city’s skyline. we were surrounded by multi-color blankets and people we loved. we had never breathed cleaner air and we had never felt more vibrant than sitting there in the dark. we told great stories about how we got our names … More summmmer

14.

14 days. is this what it feels like to be dying? twirling a hospital band around my wrists, giggling in my own yellowing skin. taking a trip into the desert sun swinging a bottle of coca-cola. barefoot. talking with strangers, kissing in languages i will never learn. i am not afraid. i see pink in … More 14.

5/3

i could write something so sinister. about all the secrets you ever told me and the nights we spent together when you told your friends you were too busy with work. i wont betray you like you did me because i know how it feels to lie with a liar, and i could not do … More 5/3

5/30

summer is her with sand between her toes holding a golden fire on her head like a crown summer is spending your smiles on her while i remember how they looked to me. summer is loving her and missing me.  

nov.8.

what’s it going to take for me to love again? for me to feel again? for me to write something beautiful for you, instead of all these blank lines that carry no depth because ive ran out of words to describe how sick i feel  

you

its like im drying up at all my edges a vivid mosaic who laughed at everything and dreamt so wide im falling apart because i dont know what lives inside of me. you gave me life and i swore id never depend on anybody the second that you pulled away, my soul it left my … More you

1/2

to tell you the truth i am no longer inspired you were hers but you were mine too i knew i was wrong for all the things she didn’t know but it felt so right to have you to hold your hand and trace my initials on your skin and when you were high your … More 1/2

luvvsex

people act like they want to get to know me, but all they want to know is the curve of my spine. in my eyes you will find the revolution, though i know most are not fit for war. when life is a tenacious battle, and lust is a loss, the cruel come out victorious, … More luvvsex

purpleverses

if i wrote a real ass letter, it has your name written in purple, god i know ive made mistakes but please keep being merciful i hear thunder when you walk and theres lightning in my eyes but as the strings begin to weaken itll just take one more lie the audience to the symphony … More purpleverses